Xdinary Heroes - Rise High Rise

First hit felt holy, I got red lights in my veins (Ah)
Numbers were miracles, I thought I cracked the game
Reaching for the highs but I'm nowhere closer
Livin' like a die, I got no tomorrow
Know I gotta stop but the game's not over yet, oh
(What the?)

Checking for the sign
Rise, rise, rise
I'm stuck, it's going down
Rise, rise, rise, rise
I can't run away from the pain
Maybe at the end, it could pay back
I can't run away, run away, 'cause I cannot lose
I'll make it right, get my ass back inside

Called it faith, called it guts, bad dеcisions
Should've sold, but I hold, can't let go
Much bettеr, kick back from the start
No matter, I don't care 'bout trouble
Feels like maybe I'm gon' win this
One night, baby, I'll be honest
Rich, I'll be rich, I know the recipe
Right now, I am so close
(What the?)