V A E L O R A - Numb is Worse

At least it would've been intact,
Something still alive to cut.
Numb is worse than crying, flat is worse than low.
I'd rather still be dying than forget how deep it goes.
I came here for the burning, but the flame won't even start.
Numb is worse than hurting; it means I lost my heart.
I remember standing right here once,